Emily Pohl-Weary, author of

Better to Have Loved: The Life of Judith Merril

In conversation with Steve Izma


Steve Izma -- Who was Judith Merril?

Emily Pohl-Weary -- Judith Merril was my grandmother -- a science fiction writer and editor, feminist, cultural theorist, and anti-war activist. She grew up among the Jewish intelligentsia in Boston and then moved to New York City to become a writer. Her mother, Ethel Grossman, was a suffragette, who ran the Bronx House, a halfway house for homeless kids. Judith believed that her mother raised her to be a man, to be intelligent, not pretty. She didn't teach her how to use makeup, but rather how to engage people intellectually. Ethel wanted her to be a writer of great literature, just as her father, Shlomo Grossman, had been. Shlomo was a writer who translated the works of Sholem Aleichem and committed suicide during the Depression (Judith was seven) by jumping out the window of his publisher's building.

During the 1940s, 50s and 60s Judith wrote three novels, dozens of short stories, and edited twelve years of “Best Of” anthologies, which acted catalytically and launched the careers of many important science fiction writers. England proclaimed her the American prophet of the avant-garde, helping foster a British new wave in science fiction. Canadians may remember the documentaries she made for CBC Radio, and Dr Who fans will likely recall the mini-documentaries she did for TVOntario, which followed Dr. Who and featured her social and cultural discussions.

Her relationship with SF was described in 1992 by J. G. Ballard (author of Crash and Empire of the Sun):

“Science fiction, I suspect, is now dead, and probably died about the time that Judy closed her anthology and left to found her memorial library to the genre in Toronto. I remember my last sight of her, surrounded by her friends and all the books she loved, shouting me down whenever I tried to argue with her, the strongest woman in a genre for the most part created by timid and weak men.”

Judith Merril was also an influential public figure and cultural critic, who wrote non-fiction articles and frequently spoke for current affairs shows. Her life story not only chronicles the birth of science fiction, but many of the important radical cultural and political movements spanning three-quarters of a century: the Depression, the Second World War, the McCarthy era, the Vietnam War, emerging feminism, and corporatization and globalization of the late twentieth century.

SI -- What were her major works of science fiction and why were they important?

EPW -- Judith's most significant contributions to the genre were: Daughters of Earth, That Only a Mother, and Shadow on the Hearth. The last two were written during the McCarthy era in the U.S. They explore the unknown and the terror of nuclear holocaust, and they reflect the oppressive weight that American citizens carried under that political regime.

The alien in her work often represents the other from the point of view of American culture: those who don't fit into the mainstream, or into the conventional American "dream'' of what is good or what is right. In fact, growing up Jewish in America with a Zionist suffragette mother and no father, Judith said that when she was writing her stories she connected with the alien.

SI -- What brought Judith to Toronto in the late 1960s?

EPW -- In 1968, Judith moved to Canada partly because she could no longer accept the realpolitik of the American citizen; and partly because she needed to escape her power role in New York’s literary ghetto of science fiction. She came to Toronto to join Rochdale College, an experimental student-run university, where she became a resource person in writing and publishing. Also influencing her move was Chandler Davis, a science fiction writer and a mathematician; and Dennis Lee, a poet, who was involved with Rochdale at the time.

Better To Have Loved includes a chapter entitled “Toronto, Tulips, Traffic, and Grass," which is essentially her impressions of Toronto in the early 1970s. Here she discusses why she decided to come to Toronto, and what she saw as a hopeful difference between Canada and the U.S. For example, she describes a demonstration in Toronto, around 1972, that reminds me of a present-day Ontario Coalition Against Poverty demonstration that I attended. She describes the same tension and dynamics that exist now.

Judith’s love for Toronto eroded over the years, and that contributed to her pessimism at the end of her life. Her vision of the future became Mad Max-like: where those who controlled technology enslaved the rest of the world.

SI -- Why did she describe her life as a "history of subversive, alternative movements''?

EPW -- Judith was raised to think outside the box -- radically. She discovered Communism and Trotskyism during high school, and she joined the Young Communist League. As a young woman, she fell in love with emergent science fiction, which she believed was her only forum to speculate the future, critique the American society, and evaluate foreign affairs. Remember that in the McCarthy Era anyone who voiced opposition to the regime was treated as a traitor. However, science fiction was not considered defiant. It was pigeonholed as made-up stories about the future, distinguishable from society’s daily reality.

Until the day she died, Judith's views were shaped by her political views. She passed these ideas to my mother, who then imbued me and my siblings with them. Judith didn't limit herself to what was, but rather what should be.

SI --How would you describe Judith’s relationships with other women?

EPW -- Judith's relationships with other women (including her mother) were often tumultuous. She found herself isolated from women, as none were willing to engage in the kind of intellectual, political, and speculative discussions she preferred.

However, toward the end of her life most of Judith’s friends were women. And she was influenced by emerging women science fiction writers, such as Nalo Hopkinson and Octavia Butler. Critical discussion about women science fiction writers and the utopian imagination, suggests that the dawn of women science fiction writers took place twenty-five years after Judith’s main works. She continues to be a strong influence.

SI -- Emily, you’ve spent four years completing your grandmother’s autobiography. Why was the project so important for you?

EPW -- Judith began to work on her memoirs in the early 1990s, but experienced great difficulties in pulling things together. She found it nearly impossible to conceptualize finishing her autobiography, because once she was done what could she possibly do next? Together we tried to capture as many of her stories as possible. We even recorded two tapes filled with descriptions of all the sections of "the book" that she wanted to include. I promised her that if, someday, she was unable to finish, I would take on the job. In September 1997, Judy passed away, leaving me with a partially completed manuscript, twelve tapes of interviews we’d conducted during her last year, and complete instructions about everything she wanted me to include in the finished book.

In my family, as in many families, each generation has been a variation of the one before, shaped by known and unknown ancestors as much as through daily experience. This condition fascinated Judy. Many of the stories she wrote were concerned with the kinds of change that happen throughout successive generations of women. After Judy died I found myself rereading stories like "Daughters," trying to better understand my grandmother, my family, and myself. I listened to our taped interviews and eventually started to complete her autobiography.

Putting the book together has been a learning experience, which isn't exactly "fun" but is nevertheless a good thing to do. My family's legacy of intense, strong women is now much easier to understand and accept. I can see clearly how patterns repeat themselves, bind with individual spirits and mutate. My grandmother fought injustice until the day her heart gave out, and she demanded that the people she loved do the same. I'm positive she's up there somewhere, among the stars, looking down at me and watching that I don't step out of line. I owe it to her spirit to present the world with her incredible, unique, and amazing life story.


Emily Pohl-Weary is the granddaughter of Judith Merril. Quickly becoming a major figure in the indie culture world, Emily has excelled at finding success on her own terms. She co-edits Broken Pencil magazine as well as her own magazine called Kiss Machine. Her writing has appeared in Shift, Lola, Taddle Creek, Fireweed, This, and Now magazines. She is currently at work on her first novel Sugar's Empty.

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